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Ma Durga, Master’s number 2 female disciple (Sister Gyanamata being #1) tells us:
One day, after we had meditated with Master, he asked each one of us to put our ear to his head. Just as plain as if I heard it in my own head was the sound of the bumblebee astral sound of the coccygeal center. Master said, “this is very unusual, for one can hear ones own bumblebee sound, but never anyone else’s.” All of us heard the same sound.
Sri Durga Mata Master’s #2 female Disciple (1st being Sister Gyanamata) Tells Us:
On that fatal March 7, 1952 evening, around 9:45 PM, Rajasi and I were at his desk when the phone rang, I answered it,……a call from Herbert F. Of Phoenix. Rajasi took the call. I saw Rajasi’s expression fall and he said to me, “Master is gone,” and gave me the phone. I kept telling Herbert to tell the disciples present with Master to keep repeating “Om” in Master’s ear and don’t stop, and call us right back and tell us if Master is all right. A while later Mr. Fredericks called, I answered the phone….. he told me the doctors present in the hotel had pronounced it as final. I hung up the receiver and from the very depths of my soul began calling Master, loudly saying, “Om”….
How can one write about the depth of sorrow that runs so deep not even a whisper can be loosened from its roots? After expressing my outward sorrow I sat at his bed beside his head and was patting his divine silent cheek, when a serene peace came over me with a blanket of comfort. Each one in the room at that time told me they too had felt that same peace. It was then that I could appreciate and see the blissful smile he had on his sacred face, his little pudgy hands and feet were still soft and pliable…..
TRYING TO GET MASTER BACK
None of the close disciples wanted Master taken away by Forest Lawn just yet. We wanted to make one last attempt to assure ourselves that he was not only in samadhi. We decided for each of us to repeat the mantra (a secret) Master had taught us, in case he went into a deep samadhi to bring him back into outer consciousness. I was first, after repeating the mantra a few times I heard Master’s Voice say, “why do you want me to come back into this old carcass?“ I mentally answered, “because we are selfish, Sir” he again said, “leave it to Duj (Ma Durga nickname) to tell the truth.“. But the full conviction came that he was not going to return to us, and each one felt the same as I did. I don’t know if they heard Master’s Voice, but I do know that Rajasi told us what Master had told him, “I am Om, I will come back into your body and in the consciousness of EVERYBODY.” Since we all were sure, we let Forest Lawn men take him in preparation for the services in our chapel.
 Sri Durga Ma tells us the following:
Rajasi wanted to return to Encinitas for the few days that Master (his body being prepped by Forest Lawn) was going to be away from Mount Washington. We returned for the services. During the services Rajasi said later, “I could not speak, the words would not come out, and I prayed to Master saying, ‘You will have to speak through me, I can’t utter the words.’” Immediately Rajasi‘s voice rang out with such force everyone noticed it, we knew that Master was speaking through Rajasi, for his voice was naturally soft and low, very unlike the one that had just spoken to all.
What words are there to express our feelings at our last glimpse of that Divine Face we loved so deeply. After all was over the only consolation we had was what Master had often told us, “I will go ahead to prepare a better place for you all, where we will meet again in greater glory.“
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| Ma Durga tells us: When Master was away, even if I was asleep, I could always tell he would soon arrive, for I could hear the OM sound. At first, I did not connect the OM sound with Master’s arrival, but I soon learned that after I heard the OM, Master would soon appear here either at Mount Washington or Encinitas Hermitage. The same thing happened if I sat quietly on the floor at his feet. I could hear the OM coming from his feet. More On Master and Ma Durga? Click link below. |
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| Ma Durga, Master’s #2 Female Disciple (Sister Gyanamata being 1st) tells us: Master seldom answered our inquisition about spiritual matters. They would be answered, however, when he gave his lecture, or he would answer them so we could receive them intuitively, in order to train us to receive without the spoken word, but from within. He sometimes would answer us in a dream, or he would test our inner tendencies through dreams. For instance, if he wanted to know if one had overcome anger, he would make you dream about anger, which would make your inner self respond to the dream. If you responded angrily in your dream, then you had not overcome, but if you did not become angry, he knew that you had overcome and anger was not present in your subconscious mind, for you would become conscious of your own reaction in the dream, so that you knew yourself if you had overcome or not. |
“It takes a special incarnation to come to these teachings. lf you are in Self Realization Fellowship now, you have been with Master (Paramahansa Yogananda) in the past.” Sri Durga Mata
